Missing You

My Dear Adonys,

It has been 20 days since my last letter and it is not that I have not been thinking of you, it is just that it hurts so much sometimes to talk to you. Anyway your dad and I have been seeing this councelor for that last couple of weeks amd she is great, she is helping us get through this the best way we can. Nyjha will start therapy in a couple of days. I cant say that I have a whole lot to talk about because I dont. I start school again on Monday and hopefully I can actually finish without distractions this time. Your sister is convinced that you will be back, I am too but im not sure if it is because I just want you back so bad or because it will be true. Perhaps Nyjha knows what I dont but me baby I am just gonna have to trust GOD and know that he will answer my prayer and test my faith no longer. I believe GOD, I know that you are the creator and your son is the provider, so please hear and answer my prayer and send my babies back to me so I can again hold them and love them in my arms and not just my mind. AMEN

Love you- Mommee

Ps- Sorry I did not have to much gab for you baby but I promise we will talk more on Sunday when we come and see you and then more after I start class on Monday!