Yayyy

My Dearest Adonys,

I do not have too much to say other then, were having a baby!!!!! Mommee found out that she is having another baby which makes her very happy in light of all that is going on! I still miss you like crazy and want you with me and although this baby could never replace you hopefully he will make me just as happy as u did. We will name him Langstyn Adonys Wilson. Ur grammy said she thinks it may be a girl or twins, what a joy it will be to have you and Nyrei back in my life, I am confident though that it will at least be a boy. Secretly I hope it is you growing inside me again ready to reunite with ur Mommee, I hope openly that God and you have heard my prayers and wishes and seen fit to grant them, to grant u and I another chance with each other. I thank God that he blessed me with a real life Angel and hope that this time around it will be different for us that I will get to see you and ur sisters and brother grow to be beautiful, inteligent people whom live furfilling lives well, well into old age. You have always been an Angel to me and always will be just hopefully this time with out the time limit on your life or wings lol. Adonys please be you, please come back to us, we love and miss you so much and I need and want my Angel to help me grow to be better at everything that crosses my path. God thank you in advance for this second chance with my son I know that you will never let me down in anything I ask of you and I am asking this of you as one of the many things that you will do for me and bless me with ,please return my children to me (Adonys Hasane Wilson & Nyrei Blu Dowdell). I know they belong to you eternally but I would like if I could to keep until we are all ripe into old, old age and have lived a wonderful life. In your name I pray-AMEN!!!!!

Adonys & Nyrei Mommee loves you both and will see you very soon 
sometime around July 11, 2012 to be exact LOVE YOU ALL